DELUBYONG BAKASYON

Kumusta naman.. sa halip na nagpaparty ako ngayon dito sa Boracay eh stuck ako dito sa kwarto at nag-iinternet lang. May bagyo eh. Laks ng hangin scary. Dinig ko na nagkakalampagan mga bubiong sa paligid.

Excited pa naman ako magkwento dito ng tungkol sa first day ko. Kaso nawalan na ako ng gana.

Bukas na lang. O kaya mamaya.

Pero sana bukas makita ko na si Haring Araw.

OKAY

Baket mahirap papaniwalain ang mga tao na okay na ako? Na okay lang ako. Totoo naman talaga yun e. Well, hindi okay na okay pero OKAY lang. Chill. Relax.

Wala na akong magagawa kundi mamuhay ng tahimik at payapa. Nalulungkot lang ako pero hindi naman ibig sabihin nun basag pa rin ako. Hindi na mauulit yung mga katangahang pinagagagawa ko nitong mga huling araw/linggo/buwan, mahirap na baka malublob na sa putik ang pagkatao ko. Tsaka alam ko naman na kung anong gusto ko eh, mahirap man gawin pero yun ang dapat. At inuunti-unti ko. May tamang panahon naman para makarating ako dun eh. 

Dala lang ito ng pagod dahil sa sunod-sunod at tambak na trabaho. Mas mabuti na din ito. At least may pinagkakaabalahan ako, hindi puro gimik lang. Iniisip pa naman ng iba jan e alcoholic ako. Hindi kaya. Kointe lang.

Kelangan ko lang magrecharge.. Smoochie! Please see me before I leave.

I’m a movement by myself, but I’m a force when we are together. - SMOOCHIE

KRIS ON HAPPINESS

While surfing the net, nanonood din ako ng TV ayun I heard Kris Aquino on The Buzz saying:

Walang masama sa pagiging masaya. Basta lang sana yung kaligayahan mo hindi nanggaling sa dahil meron kang pinaiyak. 

Sundot! Sapak! Kabog!

Bato bato sa langit ang tamaan wag magagalit, ang pikon ay laging talo!

TRICK AT PURO TREAT

It’s Mikee’s first time to experience Halloween Trick or Treat here in the neighborhood.. hiniram muna namin sya kay Daddy at Mommy nya dahil wala naman sila party dun sa Cubao.
It was also the birthday of two of the amigas of Mikee’s Lola kaya madaming food at sandamakmak na treats!

BTW, I really don’t know the names of these kids.. I don’t go out eh. Pero ang kapal ng mukha ko nakikain pa ko. Hahah!

Joksonville Trick or Treat 11.01.2008

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KANTAHAN

Masyadong stressful ang araw na ito at sandamakmak ang problema at mga taong inaway ko kanina (Hahaha!) kaya ikanta na lang at nang gumaan ang pakiramdam. At nanggising na rin kame ng mga kaluluwa para makaparty sila sa Halloween. ;P

Mulligan, Ortigas Home Depot

with Smoochies

10.30.2008

LALABOOM!

Shucks.. what is happening to me?! Let me enumerate to you…

1. I’m not into photo op with celebrities. As in walang-wala ako pic ng celebrity (unlike my Mom na pati kay Bentong nagpapicture nung nasa Japan ang MTB a few years ago.. hahaha )  But a few days ago, I just did. I/we had a picture with Lala.
2. I don’t care whether bands/musicians perform infront of me. But when Lala greeted me onstage and dedicated a song — i got so kilig.:D
3. We go to Eastwood because of Che. But now I go to Eastwood because of Lala.
   
4. I close Limewire everytime I have nothing to download. But now, since Lala is not yet sikat and you won’t easily find her songs everywhere, you know what I do? Well, I’m doing it now — downloading her videos (even the crappy ones from phonecams.. usually taken at gigs) from youtube (I have a youtube grabber, btw) then have them converted into mp3. Oo alam ko matrabaho as in at mashaket sa pwet kesa sa mp3 downloading na direcho.. kaso ano magagawa ko eh wala pa sa Limewire eh. tsk.
5. I only add friends/colleagues/family sa social networking sites. I just added Lala’s multiply account. And look at her gig sched and pix from time to time.

So what’s the verdict? No, I am not a lesbian. I just adore her. Nothing more. I don’t think there’s something wrong wth that, right?

INSOMNIAC

Baket ganun, hindi pa rin ako makatulog. Madaling araw na gising na gising pa rin ako.. 

Isang mocha frap lang naman ang tinira ko.

Hindi naman na ako umiiyak.

Hindi  ko naman na sya iniisip.

Wala naman na ako pinagkakaabalahan.

Hindi naman ako naka-drugs.

E baka naman subconsciously meron pa rin ako iniisip. Ano naman kaya yun? Pakisagot nga…

Ano bang pwede ko gawin para makatulog? Sleeping pills? Ngiiii….

Panay basa na nga ako e.. pagod na nga mata ko baket di pa rin ako makatulog.

Mahaba pa ang araw ko bukas.. errr.. mamaya pala.. patulugin mo na ko..

HEY LALA! I MISSED NOELLE..

After a few months nakagimik din namin si Noelle.. kung tutuusin mukang bokya pa nga nung una because Dada didn’t approve of Ortigas because of the Ipit Gang. But I suggested if Eastwood is okay.. sakto pumayag din si Amae. At sakto din gig ni Lala! Yeah yeah.. totoo na to kras ko si Lala.. hahaha..

I missed Noelle. She’s one of those few people na pwede mo makausap ng matino. As in matino. And thank you Mars, na-tats ako when you asked Lala to greet me. I just got back from the restroom and I heard Lala says something.. ako na pala yun. Kaya pala inaabangan nila ang pagbalik ko from the restroom.

As per Lala: HEY ANNA! ARE YOU SICK? GET WELL SOON.. (and I just hit my chest.. She knew what I meant ) Then she told me: I FEEL FOR YOU. YOU’LL FIND SOMEONE BETTER.

Thanks Lala, I’ll just take your word.

To Noelle, thank you for always reminding me that THERE’S A RAINBOW ALWAYS AFTER THE RAIN. I’d like to believe that, because I was there during your downfall.. your rise from the mud.. your downfall again for several times.. your  triumph.. I’ve always been there for you. Whatever happened between us in the past, you know that you will always be my SOULMATE. Whenever we look at the past, we just smile.. coz we know that those were just there to test our friendship. And you know that eventhough I was a bit jealous.. I always wished for your happines. I was just overprotective.. Fortunately,  I realized that everything just came into place. Dada is a gift from God and I wish you all the best. You are lucky you already saw the rainbow after that rain your life. Thanks for making me a part of your journey.

Thank you for being a bestfriend, a sister.. and someone that God has given me.. thanks for insipiring me even if you’re away most of the time. You will be my maid of honor. How I wish I can have much in my entourage.. well, I should wait for my groom first before thinking about marriage. Hahaha..

with Lala at Eastwood Fuente Circle 10.27.2008

YEHEY! WALA NA KAMI…

Found this from my old email (circa 2004, a time when puppy love’s

the only thing I could think about)

Sharing this to you…

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Yehey! Wala na kami…

 by timang

http://www.peyups.com

Yehey! Wala na kami. Wala na akong aalalahanin, wala na akong

iisipin…

Pero hirap akong matulog sa gabi dahil bumabalik yung mga alaala 

noong magkasama kami. Naiisip ko kung paano niya hawakan yung 

kamay ko, yung tipong nagsasabing hindi niya ako iiwanan. Kung 

pa’no niya ko yakapin, yung nagsasabing lagi niya akong 

poprotektahan. At kung pa’no niya ako halikan, yung nagsasabing 

mahal na mahal nya ako.

Yehey! Wala na kami. Hindi na ako iiyak pa… (more…)

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FOR A CHANGE

Thank you Lord. It’s the first time in months that I didn’t cry for the same reason. I didn’t shed a tear. 

It’s a proof. You still love me Lord.  I hope it’ll be like this in the coming days. I know you’ll guide me. And I believe you will make it easy for me. 

After this I promise you I will be better. And I hope everything will be fine.

Better be sad.. than in pain, right?